Currently listening to
Currently
This car might rape me one day
It’s official…
… my car is a Yandere.
My Yandere Car
Currently listening to
A Great Birthday
Currently listening to “Atonement” from “Final Fantasy XIII Soundtrack”
Currently waiting for lunch
My Cat Doesn't Give a Damn
I had a awesome birthday. It was so AWESOME that I don’t even have a good photo of me during the birthday celebration. Explains why there’s a picture of my bored cat up there instead of a picture of me smiling like I just won a lottery. Strangely, nearly everything that was shot with my DSC-TX1 camera was taken in video mode. And I still haven’t got any other photos from others.
Thanks for the birthday wishes on my Facebook ( you guys spammed 80+ of it on profile page >_> ). Thanks for the SMSes that I receive in the middle of the night while i was dead on the bed. And of course, thanks to the random squadron of freshies rallied by Yeo to sing me “Happy Birthday” on the phone.
Special mention of Kamil for calling me twice to confirm EMiNA Cyber’s AGM date, and wishing me Happy Birthday ( with 5 hours gap in between the call ). Lol.
Birthday Cake, Honey & Clover style! Srsly!
I’m 24, Damn
Currently listening to “Fabula Nova Crystallis” from “Final Fantasy XIII Soundtrack”
Currently watching someone bashing up ‘The Phantom Menace’
I like to look forward into the future to predict on what’s going to happen to me next, while trying to ensure that it will actually happen. In short, I was trying to control and shape my future.
Most people told me the main source of my failure was the idea of “trying to control my future”. Maybe true, since I was so focused on the future that I lack focus on my present. I pulled myself away from the future back to present now, to ensure the damage is fixed. At least, my freedom is now restored.
Right now, while my life is saturated with failures, undeniably I went through a very fascinating life. I met a lot of friends, I went through a lot of amazing moments and depressing moments. At least I won’t bore my grand kids about my life’s story.
Like my goddess Maaya Sakamoto said “Life is like a canvas and the paint is hope and promise”. Fuck yeah.
Happy Birthday Edo. You’re 24 now!
PS: Happy Birthday, DAD ( who shares the same date with me. Nice ey? )
PS: Fuck, I’m old.
Dramas in the Head
Currently listening to “The Pompa Sancta” from “Final Fantasy XIII Soundtrack”
Currently waiting for trying to make self sleepy enough to sleep
Self Reminder
Dreams. or Nightmare. Makes my sleep pleasurable or the opposite.
As usual, whatever happened in your head during your sleep doesn’t make sense most of the time ( ok, I’m not really sure but I keep on getting weird senseless dramas going on in my head. )
Out of boredom, I would love to share some of the weird stuff that I can remember of. ( actually I’m just trying to make myself sleepy here ).
Blame the Koreans
Currently just came back from Korea
Currently is too sleepy
I came back from at 3am yesterday. I had a job interview in KL, and I was dead tired from all the driving. I reached home, my cat was waiting for me. Looking at my innocently, and followed me all the way to the kitchen. She’s hungry, obviously. There was no one at home, my mom and bro went out of town.
Yes, I had the house for myself; I could bring girls back home even if I want to and have sex in the kitchen. Rite.
So, I went to sleep after that ( of course, after checking my emails and random online chat ).
Then I had this intense Korean drama running in my head while I was sleeping. I was SO INTENSE that I refuse to wake up. I have no class on that day anyway, so I continued to sleep. Sleep is good, and I’ve been lacking of sleep lately. So, sleep. The Korean drama in my head was good.
I woke up somewhere around 4pm. Lol, that was too long. Oh come on, the Korean drama in my head was too good.
AND THAT’S THE REASON I MISSED THE WHOLE SHITSTORM REGARDING THE IMAGE UP THERE. DAMN!
Apparently someone in LowYat forum took a picture from my blog about me holding “someone else’s” PS3 in “someone else’s” house, and call me a sohai. ./facepalm. The admin removed the thread before I could even see it. I had to crawl on random online caches to read it. It was dumb and… dumb. Lol. Oh, I missed the fun, I wish i was there. I was literally laughing out loud at how dumb the thread was. Too bad it didn’t get as good as my attempt to rickroll the whole ACG community to make them actually believe that we are having the next GACC in Kompleks Pasar Payang @ Terengganu ( you won’t believe the amount of people who actually believed in it. Heh ).
THAT. I BLAME THE KOREANS!
If they didn’t put up a good show in my head, I would have woke up earlier AND see the thread for myself. Damn, you Koreans! Damn.
PS: This Korean drama I’m talking about is “IRIS”. It’s so awesome that it haunts you to your bed, and it’s not even a ghost story.
PS2: Someone hates me. I’m sad.
A Boring Holiday
Currently listening to “FUWA FUWA TIME” from “K-ON!”
Currently licking the white board
Look at the phone, DAMMIT!
These.fingers.refuse.to.work
I just don’t know why, I’m bored the most during semester break. It’s like having my friends “around” me effect my performance in anything. Really. Even my cat at home is bored.
I have piles of undone work according to the to-do list on the whiteboard, but my fingers refuse to work. And finally when I forced myself to work, it seems like the computer is not “cooperating” with me well, especially when I’m dealing with Flash-based works. If everything goes well, the internet might not. There’s always something NOT right – Like the file CORRUPTS in the process of saving, followed with the moment where the monitor felt like it zoomed away from me with a horror background music in the background ( immediate response would be screaming out loud “FUCK NO” while trying to tear my scalp away from my skull ).
That would lead to this:
/frustration over work not going well.
“Oh well, I’ll work after watching an episode of this Korean drama”
/watches IRIS episode 1
“Fuck, it’s quite good. I’ll work after another episode.”
/watches 5 more episode
“…… shit, my clients are going to kill me.”
Sigh. I blame the Koreans.
Maybe I should take my car out for a drive to somewhere random. Oh wait, I can’t do that. /stares at to-do lists. /head desks. /goes back to work.
Sick, 3 days before Comic Fiesta. Maybe caused by the lack of sleep.
I.FEEL.LAME
PS: I’ll shall sing out loud to the songs I’m listening while working since there’s no one in the room to witness this embarrassing moment. /ensures the webcam is turned off.
fleinair: Shooting Figurines #4
Currently “Jack Enters his Avatar World” from “Avatar Soundtrack”
Currently working on his portfolio
i is ironman
More figurine photos. This time pictures taken from Taylor’s Asaban Fest on 26th September ( Yes, i know that was a long time ago and I’ve ignored my blog for quite awhile ).
The lighting of the event hall wasn’t that great, so insane amount of photoshop touchups had to be done. Overall, I’m quite satisfied with the final outcome ( the original images looked quite lame, with most faces underexposed ). I think you got the idea now that i’m a sucker for shallow depth of field images and highly saturated images.
Yes, me liek my images saturated.
hnnggghh.. moe...
fleinair: Shooting Figurine #3
Currently listening to “Love & History” by “Nana Mizuki”
Currently staring at Usagi
Another attempt at shooting figurines with controlled lighting. Another Fate figurine, this one belongs to Wan.
PS: Will post more figurine
How’s Life?
Currently listening to “LOVE & ROLL” by supercell
Currently taking a break
No, I don't have cancer. Stop watching TVB dramas.
O hai thar.
How’s life? Mine has been running fine. Extremely fine. Life has been really nice to me lately. It’s quite easy going. No evil exams… just… killer shitload of works piling up. Yes, this is what I’ve been telling you all these while : Work sucks, enjoy your university life like your life depends on it. Well, I love my work, kinda, just hate the clients. Especially if they’re clients from hell, when they ask me to do stuff that I can’t do ( like asking this flash animator to do some code-saturated flash website ).
Happy to say that after years of being “pushed down” by my financial problems, I’m happy to say that I’m financially independent now. Seriously, IT FEELS REALLY REALLY good. That’s really something for me. It’s seeing an “Achievement Locked” box popping up down there. The one who should happy the most would be my mom, seeing that I’m no longer leeching money out of her now.
Oh, Comic Fiesta 2009 was a huge success and I’m really proud of it. It’s feels to good to know a lot of the visitors really enjoyed it and we have a lot of visitors from outside Malaysia this time.
This blog is missing a lot of things. I’ll update it. Seems like it’s a tradition that I left this blog alone during MMU 2nd trimester.
PS: Happy
Google Wave, I Has It
Currently listening to nothing
Currently ignoring work for awhile
Ignored my blog for awhile, busy with work lately and I can’t spend much time blogging about stuff. Life is not miserable, it has been quite happening lately. Just, no time to blog about it.
A lot of work too. But whoa, this email arrived…
God Sent That E-Mail
… and fuck work. I’m toying with this shit now. No one is stopping me. /waves to Google Wave
Works on Namoroka 3.6 Alpha 1 just fine ~
Oh I’ve been waiting for SO LONG to get my hands on this and the day finally arrived. So yeah, wave me at edo.errol@googlewave.com
