Currently listening to “Fabula Nova Crystallis” from “Final Fantasy XIII Soundtrack”
Currently watching someone bashing up ‘The Phantom Menace’

I like to look forward into the future to predict on what’s going to happen to me next, while trying to ensure that it will actually happen. In short, I was trying to control and shape my future.
Most people told me the main source of my failure was the idea of “trying to control my future”. Maybe true, since I was so focused on the future that I lack focus on my present. I pulled myself away from the future back to present now, to ensure the damage is fixed. At least, my freedom is now restored.
Right now, while my life is saturated with failures, undeniably I went through a very fascinating life. I met a lot of friends, I went through a lot of amazing moments and depressing moments. At least I won’t bore my grand kids about my life’s story.
Like my goddess Maaya Sakamoto said “Life is like a canvas and the paint is hope and promise”. Fuck yeah.
Happy Birthday Edo. You’re 24 now!


Happy birthday Edo~ Though you may age in relative to reality, you will always remain 17 in most of our hearts. XD
on February 3rd 2010 at 12:40 am
“I like to look forward into the future to predict on what’s going to happen to me next, while trying to ensure that it will actually happen. In short, I was trying to control and shape my future.
Most people told me the main source of my failure was the idea of “trying to control my future”. Maybe true, since I was so focused on the future that I lack focus on my present. I pulled myself away from the future back to present now, to ensure the damage is fixed. At least, my freedom is now restored.
Right now, while my life is saturated with failures, undeniably I went through a very fascinating life. I met a lot of friends, I went through a lot of amazing moments and depressing moments. At least I won’t bore my grand kids about my life’s story.”
a good way of saying “im old,dammit!”
on February 3rd 2010 at 6:04 am
You’re old only if you admit your oldness.
You’ll always be young when you believe in.
“Age is just a number. It brings nothing more than that.”
“Never save something for a special occasion.
Every day in your life is a special occasion”
on February 3rd 2010 at 8:29 am
Happy birthday my friend.
on February 3rd 2010 at 7:44 pm